I can't wait until I look in the mirror

I'm at the gym just flying , moving on the elliptical enjoying myself, and in knowing how much strength I have, and enjoying the music I'm listening to while I'm exercising.

I look over to left of me to see how I look in the mirror. To see how good I look, because I feel so good.
 Then I see a Fat woman on the elliptical machine to my disappointment, instead of me. I could have been upset, but I realized that I can't wait to look as good as I feel.

Because I do feel really good inside, I have a ton of energy, I'm accomplishing things I have never thought I would accomplish. I'm not being lazy anymore,and actually taking my daughter outside to play, instead of staying in my pajamas all day.

I'm heading somewhere, I'm breaking so many mental barriers that I didn't even realize were there in the first place. It has taken time to do so, a lot of time. I'm headed in the right direction and one day. I will look as good as I feel when I look in that mirror.